now I regret what I have done, but it is to late now. I face the failure of my past, what I feel is a lack of faith, faith of fate. fate lies beyond my mind for now, but I will gain power enough for a new life soon. my new life won't be disturbed by the weakminded I disrespect more than anything else. their minds are weak and without awareness of the darker powers that touches life in a painful way they live their sad lives. sometimes it seems to me that lack of intelligence is contagious and I'm the only one immune in this dimension. why don't you live your life instead of fighting greedily for something that is nothing? pure air...

not even the approaching feeling of rising ages could get close to this strange occurrence in a life so enchanting as this one, lie and wait with an empty mind and you will see what I mean. not only see but feel the confinement you once knew. I won't take this the way you do so beware of my mazed and somehow trapped memories of a life once liven and once to live. you see, time is not my enemy but my friend while I am gaining my powers of mind, body and soul. as the weakminded are climbing the hillside searching for worthless victories I collect true treasures; the knowledge of eternity...

I, too, have dreams of a time never seen and never to come. a time without weakminded fools trying to stop my schemes of darkness where cunning lies deep and well hidden.

I gazed upon the face of horror and knew only my that own state evil will prevail. as long as life exists in this miserable world my mind is penetrated by the edgeless knife of misery once seen and once to see. the almighty future which we all hail as a goddess is uncertain except for our deserved end. thou art dead...

...the darkness lies beyond...




















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